Stop It Slime.....

Currently listening to: J.Cole, Curren$y, & Wale - " Rather Be With You "


So last night I went out for my homie's born day (that's nigga speak for his day of birth). I've never been to this spot in my area called 60 Park & Grill until last night & now I see exactly why! This was hands down the most hood spot I'VE EVER BEEN TOO & that's saying a lot because its up the street from the previous holder of the title! I'm outside waiting to go in & I hear security guard ask a nigga, " You bout to bum in my G??". For those who may read this who aren't seasoned to inner-city gang terminology, that's the type of phrase someone affiliated with the notorious Blood gang would use. Its use was to find out if the gentlemen was coming inside the establishment for the festivities that evening. But back to the story, as soon as I heard that exchange I already knew it would be a funny evening. So after I was patted down, me & my homie go inside only to see 2 females peace each other up Westside (Blood set). There were WAY too many niggerish moments in there for me to really give a full rundown of them all. I smelled the very distinct smell of vaginal secretion in the air & there were all kinds of fat bitches in tights trying to make their ass look fat. Fastforward, the night was capped off with the ceremonial fight at the end. Some nigga caught a right hook to the face over apologizing to this dude after he bumped into him by touching his shoulder. All in all, it was actually ok to be honest. I need to be in places like that every so often to always keep me in touch of where I came from. Good thing for me I knew a lot of niggas in there or I could have ended up like dude who got put down over an apology.

I Know You're Thirsty

Currently listening to: Cam'ron & Vado " Lonely "


So ever since my long lasting infatuation has come to a conclusion I've noticed how shameless some females are. The situations that happen to me aren't new at all but I guess I just pay a lot more attention to them. Maybe I just know or run into some dumb desperate ass women but I swear some females don't give a fuck what you think of them! They call it being straight forward but the way they're doing it is on some thirsty shit! I met this chick I'll say about Tuesday & she calls me 1st day we exchange numbers (1st offense)! We talked for about an hour or 2 & in that time she managed to talk about sex for 75% of it (2nd offense). Like I enjoy sex as much as any man in the world but I don't want to hear about that shit as soon as we meet... WHAT KIND OF HOE ASS SHIT IS THAT?!?! I hope this chick knows I will never take her seriously after that initial conversation. So then this chick follows up & calls me the very next day! She's lost her rabid ass mind hitting my jack 2 days in a row! I didn't even bother to answer because her shameless nature was already on the table. Last night she hits me up & asks if I wanted to come kick it with her at some club with her homies. I told her I'd think about it because I already had several options on my agenda. Then she proceeds to say. "Well what if I said I was trying to fuck tonight?!?!"(3rd offense). So I responded with my usual, " Oh aight..... ". She said she doesn't get turned down & I told her start dealing with niggas who got options in their life. Bitch are you serious?!?! FACT offering me vagina as a reason to do something will get you nothing but laughed at! I have NO problem getting pussy so throwing it at me was not the way to go. After I hung up, I immediately deleted her number! I'm insulted this bitch would even come at me in such a fashion! Just because you don't have any respect for yourself apparently doesn't mean you're going to disrespect me. I don't give a fuck how good a female looks if she just offering up pussy like that I will never take her seriously. I hope this is the last I will have to deal with any tomfoolery of this fashion at anytime because I don't got it in me. SHAKING MY FUCKING HEAD!

Muthafucka For What?!?!

Currently listening to: Jay-Z feat. Bilal " Fallin' "



So my father hit me up on NYD to wish me a happy new year & says he need to talk to me. Now my father has lived in Iowa (yea Iowa not Ohio but fuckin' Iowa) for the last 13 years or so & I've seen him 1 time since his mother/my nana died when I was 12. This nigga always wants to hit me with that "daddy" shit! I'm 25 fuckin years old & the days of having a father are long overdue & out of my mind. I truly appreciate my step-father & all the things he's taught me growing up but I only got 1 father & his sorry ass lives in Iowa. I love the man to death because he is my father but at the same time I can't stand the nigga. You know what it is to love someone with all your heart but in the same heartbeat you can't stand them?!? Part of me wants to hear this nigga out but thats my soft inner child who stills sees him as the man who introduced to basketball & how to defend myself. Then part of me says "Man, fuck that sorry ass nigga!!" & thats the part of me who had to see some other nigga come in & teach me how to be a man. I learned several things from my father but the main thing I learned is how not to treat your children. Regardless of whatever my future holds, I will NEVER turn my back on my children!!! I don't care if I'm homeless , I will ALWAYS be there for my children until my last breath! I sincerely pray God shows him the way & I also pray that God 1 day will allow me the inner strength to break bread with my father. Maybe 1 day I will see him as my "daddy" again but for now that nigga will continue to be Darron to me!

What A Tangled Web We Weave.....

Currently listening to: Young Chris "Go Hard"


So my last post done struck a cord with some folks from what a 3rd party has informed me of. I don't back down from anything that I say and/or type for that matter. I put down whatever is on my mind if I feel like putting it on the blog at the time being. I really don't care if anyone ever reads this at all but to those who do just sit back & enjoy the fuckery. I'd never put anyone out there & start saying anyone's name to keep things something like a story even though shit is real life. Everyone always going to have their perspective of how shit went down so let's all take a fuckin' breather & not start feeling any "type of way" bout shit I said. At the end of the day, I'm going to use this as forum to randomly spew my thoughts & views on situations in my life. ANYONE have a problem, I'm available to talk it or box it out whichever you prefer. I'm not even a violent person but definitely ain't no shook nigga in me either!

The Jokes On You......

Currently listening to: The Dream "Betcha Gon Know"


So I already told the story of how I ended up having some random ass sexual encounter on NYE/New Year's Day.... well the story gets EXTRA funny now!! So 1 of my homies wanted to fuck the chick I fucked that night but she in turn was in my ear tellin' me she wanted to get it in. So since the event, he's found a way to bring this up on a DAILY basis! LIKE FORREAL nigga you trippin' over pussy?!?! He text me before I left his crib with the chick & asked was I going to fuck her because he was going to if I didn't. I told him that if he wanted it then he got it because I already know I had that whenever (even funnier cause she said she wouldn't fuck him sober or drunk! Don't matter if it's true but it damn sure is funny). Like you know someone's a little miffed about a situation when they always try to joke about it on the sly (yea I fuckin' said "miffed" lol). But this is the same guy who actually asked if it was ok to talk to a chick he knew I was talking to(I told him to go ahead though because I'm not going to tell an adult what to do with his life). On top of that, his phone says the name of the person who sends him a text message but when the chick who was in question texts him he rushes to silence his phone(any other time he just lets the shit go off,lol)! LIKE FORREAL nigga.... I love him to death & like a brother, I will never let a chick come between me & him! But on his end, I guess there is a difference on that sentiment. OVER SOME PUSSY....WHAT THE FUCK?!?! I swear I can't make this shit up in my wildest dreams!

Cot Damn.... Its A New Year!!!!

Currently listening to: Lil Wayne "Oh Let's Do It"



Thank the good Lord for allowing me to see another year 1st & foremost! 2009 was a year of some moments I'd like to throw away but plenty of good things happened to overshadow them. My sister had a baby, which has been great so far because I love my niece to death. She loves me to death as well & it ALMOST makes me want a kid of my own, ALMOST! I bought my car & even though its been broken into TWICE, I never had any major mechanical problems with it. I really reconnected with my homie Peanut Butter after us losing touch for a couple of years. We call each other Peanut Butter & Jelly because we compliment each other very well. We're usually on the same train of thought most of the time which is pretty cool to have someone who gets you most of the time. Even though we've had sex on several occasions, that doesn't complicate our friendship. On the flip side of the whole friendship realm, I decided to cut loose a friend that has grown to know me pretty well. Right now it's pretty tough because besides my mother this chick definitely knows me the best of anyone walking this Earth. But as I always say, "shit be like that sometimes!". So there have been good & bad moments for me last year but I wouldn't change a thing! Brought in the the new year with my extended family & we had a drunken blast..... I even hit some of that sour(shoutout to Tana, everything is WAY funnier when you high). Strangely enough, this is the 1st time in my life where I had sex & barely remember it. I woke up with a condom on my dick & a chick face down next to me. I remember everything leading up until where I knew chick was trying to get the penis that evening but then it gets real patchy for me. I'm no whore either because I've known the chick for like 2-3 years. I want somebody to post the video of our mass dance routine on FB too. Like 10 niggas & Phylisia drunk as fuck booty poppin' in the dining room. My nigga Brazy Rah aka Rah Brim somehow managed to B-hop & Stanky Leg all in 1 motion. Boggles had a nip of Patron(who knew Patron made nips?!!?), Brazy Rah also came with a 12-pack of Bud Ice, my lil sis Monika came through with her homie Vicki Minaj (lil fat light skin bitch was trying to do her Nicki Minaj look, FAIL!!), & the Jungle Juice was straight crack. I would really like to know why is New Year's day the wackest day of the year?!! I slept like all day yesterday & now I'm restless today! I hope everybody has a blessed 2010 & I got love for everyone who takes time to read my ramblings. I look forward to adding to my blog with good memories...........