Ummm.... Yea!!!!

Currently listening to: Lil Wayne feat. Drake & Kid Kid " I Can Take Your Girl "

First and foremost, I'll admit my currently listening to is 1 of the best Lil Wayne songs I've heard in a minute. I decided to write a blog because a good friend mind pointed out the fact that I don't blog as much. So I'll just use this as something to catch my whopping 2 followers & whatever other random people that come across my blog to what's new with me.

Well since 2009 began I scratched 1 of my 3 New Year resolutions off of my list.... I got a car but its a gift & a curse for me. On 1 side of the coin, I come & go as I please which is always a good thing. But on the other side of that coin, niggas think I'm going to be going out all the time since I got my own shit. I hate to kill the homies' dreams but since I refuse to drink & drive I'm not going to any bars, lounges, or clubs in my car. That shit is dieing out for me anyway since people who wasn't even high school when I was are now of drinking age to get into bars, lounges, & clubs. My sister finally had her baby and it was only like 5 days after she was due. I'm officially an uncle & I must say that I have the most beautiful niece out there. ( No I'm not being biased either, it's a fact!!! Wikipedia that shit if you don't believe me, lol ) My father came here from Iowa, North Dakota, or whichever hick state he ran to so he could see his granddaughter. Everytime I speak to this nigga he always asking when I'm having a kid (nigga I haven't had a girlfriend in almost 4 years which is to say I'm not just gonna fuck a chick so I can have a baby for you nigga!! ). But my experience of seeing my father after all these years wasn't as bad as I thought it would have been. I didn't talk to him too much because what is there really for me to say to him. Seeing my biological father makes me appreciate my step-father a lot more. He cared for a woman & her kids neither of which were that young when his relationship started with my mother ( I respect that a lot because I don't have being a step daddy in me & doubt I ever will ). Now that I've only got 2 resolutions left to accomplish, it's time to focus on #2. I'm not going to say what it is until I accomplish it. Maybe whoever is reading this might be thinking " What if you don't accomplish it?!? ". My response to that would be, even though I am very even keeled when I decide something must be done I get it done. I'll just say resolution #2 is something I started a while back but then got complacent. But now I'm back at it like I just caught that 1st quick nut. So that's pretty much the 1st month of the year for me in a summary & now that's been done I think I do this at the end of every month. See you guys on February 28th but I'll post some blogs in between. Mazel Tov!!!

YES I CAN......

Currently listening to : Marvin Gaye " Sparrow "


Every time I see an older person's response to President Obama I realize what he means to a lot of people. People closer to my age range usually spit some ignorant comment about Obama. Such as, " Yo, he's gonna have a BBQ at the White House " or " he's gonna legalize weed ". They even repeatedly bash George W. Bush and I admit the man was nothing short of an idiot but let's be mature. Barack Obama doesn't come out talking shit about Bush so more people should follow his lead in that regard. Acknowledge his short-comings and move towards the future.

Now that little piece is off of my chest..... I take the slogan " Yes, we can " to heart but I adapt to my own personal needs. I don't give a fuck what the next person is doing so there is no WE involved. There are very few people in my life I would even include in a statement in the word WE is necessary. So for me it is now " YES, I CAN ". I see President Obama nervous during his oath and I'm reminded that he is indeed human. Many people have exalted him to a status similar to a messiah or a savior. In life when a man gets flustered, he needs to do nothing more than take a breath then re-focus himself. That's a little something my step father told me the other day. But the Obama family is something that deep down inside every human being wants for them self. A strong husband or wife by your side with loving children to carry on your legacy. But your legacy is well built before you even meet your potential spouse or have children. So think how is your story going to be told after you are gone. I'm not going to bullshit myself or whoever may read my blog by saying I'm going to instantly become some fuckin' catalyst for change. But 1 thing that resonates with me is that I just need to be who I need to be for me & my loved 1's. " YES, I CAN "