Monday, August 17, 2009

Hurricane Season....

Currently listening to: Michael Jackson & The Jacksons " Maria (You Were The Only One) "



Once again its been a while since I've written on this blog but I'm home bored as ever so I decided to go in. This summer really hasn't been too good & that's to say the least. Well I kinda got dumped even though I wasn't even officially in a relationship. Someone broke into my car stealing my iPod & car radio. I got a speeding ticket on my own block. These are just minor plot twists in the movie of my life. Like I said before that in my movie that roles will change & some people may even come back on the scene or leave the scene as well for that matter. 1 thing I've noticed in my lifetime is that I think my personality draws some people in. Not to sound cocky because thats not the intent of that comment. Some people just really vibe off of who I am & at the same time other don't but I choose to focus on those who do(why I even shed light on people who don't like me). The chick I used to fuck with now has a revised role in this movie of my life. We still cool & actually see each other on ocassion because we were actually friends before all the wildness popped in her life. She's pretty cool & my mama likes her so she'll definitely have a place into the movie for a while. The female who steered in me in the direction of blogspot has come back around. I reached out to her & broke the silence between us because I really can't even explain how she makes me feel sometimes. I will say this though, I actually put my pride aside for once & made a "mature" decision. I'll lie to anybody on this earth including my mother before I lie to myself. I knew while we weren't talking & I was fucking with the other chick that I still wanted to reach out. Ironically when I finally decided to do it is was like 2-3 weeks before I got " dumped ". I forgot to mention I smoked weed for the 1st time this summer. I can definitely see why people do that shit because everything is funny when you're high. My nigga said peanut butter to me last night while I was high & I laughed at him for over 2o minutes. I wonder can you have sex all day/night when you're high like you can when you're drunk. Hmmmmmm........ maybe 1 day!