Wednesday, March 11, 2009

I Love Your Girl.... well not love but ya know!!!

Currently listening to: Tyga " Saying This "



So recently, I been hanging with this chick a lot but she has a boyfriend. Now the funny thing is that I actually I'm feeling this chick but of course she has a boyfriend. I'm not 1 of those " what ya man gotta do with me " kinda dudes so this is a conundrum for me. I mean maybe a month ago I stopped to this chick I would of swore on the bible I would marry & now I'm stuck in a pickle with a chick who has a boyfriend.... WHAT THE FUCK!?!?!? I hang out with her in public places so I don't end up doing anything inappropriate or anything to induce further disrespect to her relationship. Now that I think about, maybe I shouldn't even chill with her at all anymore because that's rather fucked up!! I wouldn't want some dude hanging out with my chick all the time. I got to have the shittiest luck in the world when it comes to shit with women. The females in which I share a genuine & a mutual fondness for never are really accessible to me!! All the dumb females who are on my dick that I can't stand are available a whim!! That shit is fucking crazy..... I'm take my skinny ass in the Biggavel & go for a drive to gather my thoughts!!

Thursday, March 5, 2009

The Milk Has Gone Bad......


Currently listening to: Jay-Z " Lost One "



To begin this month I just had to come to realization that some people are just better off left outside of my circle. It's no hard feelings & I wish them the best of luck in the future. I had to stop talking to 2 friends of mine for different reasons. 1 of them because they been going through some shit & been doing others around them wrong. So I figure I would stop talking to them before that drama even comes my way. I'm not 1 for the drama & I will beat a nigga's ass immediately if they come my way with the bullshit. So let's just go our seperate ways now & save you from getting knocked the fuck out cause I don't talk the shit I talk for nothing. The 2nd friend I can't even tell you why we don't talk anymore. In the past when this happened I used to want to know why weren't talking anymore. This time around I could careless but once again I don't have any ill feelings towards neither of the friends I no longer speak with. May God bless them & keep them strong because the movie called my life still goes on. Some people will get an expanded role while new characters may be introduced at a later date. Stay tuned for greatness & let me end with a quote I thought of.... " Why be with someone holding you back when there is someone waiting to push you forward "

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

I'm slippin....


Currently listening to: " Time To Pretend " MGMT



I told myself & whoever so happens to read my blog at the end of January that I would some up how things went for me on a monthly basis. It's now the 4th of March & I'm just getting around to it. February was a short & quiet month for me if I must say so myself. Valentine's Day came & went for me. I'm not 1 for celebrating that holiday anyway so it wasn't any skin off my back. I got to spend some time with a friend I haven't seen in a while. Anytime I can be around liquor, music, & women is a good time for me. I don't know how I made it through NYC drunk & all the way back home that night but I did it (shoutout to my wheel game). Thank God for that though because sometimes friends help see things you wouldn't have seen for yourself with them pointing you in the right direction. For the most part though, I just spent most of the month on chill with a few exceptions the last 2 weeks of the month. So all in all February was boring as hell for me. I hope as the weather heats up so will my activities.