The Way You Make Me Feel......

Currently listening to: " Better On The Other Side " - The Game, Chris Brown, Diddy, Polow Da Don, Mario Winans, Usher, Boyz II Men



The day Michael Joseph Jackson died was a very sad moment for a lot people. I was born in the spring of 1984 so that puts me right in the middle of the Thriller to Bad album eras. Michael Jackson was 1st the celebrity I looked up to. Long before I discovered basketball or even rap music there he was. I remember getting my ass beat for "moon walking" in my socks across the living room floor in front the TV to Smooth Criminal. 1 of the best times of my life is when I dressed as him for Halloween in pre-school. I remember the glitter glove, white socks, & shoes. Till this day, when I go the club & his music comes on I feel like a kid again. My eyes open wide as saucers then I begin to impersonate his dance moves. Regardless of what his personal issues may be I will always see him with a childlike innocence. People may not understand why I have taken the death of a complete stranger so hard but for me he was more than an entertainer. He was the 1st person I ever wanted to be like. Before I could put into words how much I love my family, I knew that I loved him & his music. So with his passing, its like part of my childhood has gone with him. When I listen to his music I just shake my head in disbelief at his genius. His music is like listening to Mozart or Chopin. I can close my eyes & just drift off because it is that magical to me. So on June 25th, I didn't just lose a great entertainer in whom I admire but I lost a close friend. RIP Michael Joseph Jackson, you were dearly loved by this man here.

Blind favors.....

Currently listening to: Trey Songz " First Date Sex "



So sometimes things happen to you & you really don't understand why. It may seem like at the time that it's just the shittiest thing in the world but in reality it was probably the best thing for you. Just cleared room for some much need changes in my life because I was walking around with the blinders on like a race horse. The race that I was racing wasn't the race for me. As a matter of fact, I don't know what God has in store for me so I'll just it at least wasn't the race for me at the time. Now that blinders are off it's like I've been missing out on some shit!! So I got my walking stick & I'm already been on my new journey. R.I.P. David Carridine because the last line reminded me of " Kung Fu: The Legend Continues " & he was the shit in the show!!

All praises due to......

Currently listening to: Trey Songz feat. Drake " Invented Sex "


My birthday was almost a week ago & I'd have to say that this birthday may have been the best I've had. Nothing too big but I had a blast either way. I thank God everyday for allowing me to breath another day on this Earth. Thinking back on how things were going for me last year, I also thank God for putting me through what I've been through in the past year. If anyone would have told me some of the things that happened to me would happen I probably would of laughed in their face. I've faced some situations & responded some ways that surprise me. This past year has definitely taught me that things aren't always what they seem. Sometimes you just need to remove yourself from a situation so you can have a birdseye view of what's going on. I just hope & pray that guy let's me see another year of life in the world.......