Sister, sister....

Currently listening to: Bilal "Fast Lane"


So today is my big sister's 30th birthday & 1st I'd like to thank God for allowing her to make it this far in life. Secondly, I sincerely hope He allows her to see many more birthdays & for me to able to see them right along with her. I've always said that I won't allow just any ole female to meet my mother but when I think about it I should actually say that about my sister. No female I ever "fucked with" has met my sister. Since me & my sister are pretty close in age her opinion on who I deal with holds a different value than that of my mother. There were times in my life after my mother & father divorced & before my step-father came into play where my sister played "mommy" to me. When my mother was working double shifts crunchin' those numbers for Prudential my sister was making sure her little brother was taken care of. She was only like 12-13 during this time but its something I'll never forget & I more than appreciate it. Even as we both got older she still looked out for me. When she got her 1st "REAL" job she used to just buy me random ass shit & say " I thought you would like nice in this so I got it for you or I saw you need some new basketball sneakers to play in ". Experiencing how she treated me always made me want to have a younger sibiling but its too late now. So today, as my sister celebrates her birthday with her closest family & friends I'll be there for ride. But even when it's just a normal day I'm still there..... even though she pisses me off sometimes, I love more than I love myself (for a self-centered person like me thats a whole lot) & I'd give my life to make sure she has what she needs in life REAL TALK. If you fuck with me then you fuck with my sister.....