Friday, October 9, 2009

Getting Besides Myself

Currently listening to: Gucci Mane "Wasted"


In my last post, I mentioned a need for me to step outside of situations that I'm placed in & attempt to offer up 3rd person advice. Well I must admit that is a very hard thing to do because deep down I know the specifics of the situations I'm attempting to give myself the 3rd person advice on. Knowing these specifics keeps making me give excuses in the back of my head. Good thing for myself & my attempts is that I'm growing ever more pessimistic by the day so now I see the negative side of things more than the positive. 1 particular situation in which I needed to advise myself has been helped along because I've advised a friend of mine in a VERY similar situation. So I'm just going to follow the same advice that I gave them & I should be alright. I'm nowhere near perfect but I still strive for inner perfection. I just want the day when I'm gone for people who know me to say ".... that's the 2nd greatest man to walk the Earth after Jesus". It a long lasting war filled with many inner battles but it's my life purpose. I pray that God allows me to stay in the war long because we all die just a little more with each passing day.

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