Thursday, October 15, 2009

When The Blogging Stops.......

Currently listening to: Ghostface Killah feat. Vaughn & Estelle "Paragraphs Of Love"



Last night I had a dream that I've had many times before last night. But the difference this time was that there were some minor changes of character & scenery. Now this isn't the 1st time in which I've had this dreams with different people involved. Crazy thing is, that random faces are involved & I couldn't place a name to them if I wanted to. I just really see that as sign of incumbent changes in my life/lifestyle. Things that I thought were the norm are no longer the norm for me. Usually I blog when I need to get something off of my chest & I don't want to say it to anyone in particular because of the way I know I'll deliver my point. I'm a pretty confrontational person but I do have a heart behind all the ice I've decided to cover it up with. Once I get to know people, I can't just go & hurt their feelings unless I feel they perform an action worthy of that response. But its not always necessarily harmful or offensive dialog in the cases in which I blog. Sometimes I'm just at a lost of what to say. I need to get out of that habit & stop hiding behind the keyboard. Set myself free & just let my pure unadulterated thoughts be spoken. If my words hurt any one's feelings when I do then I'll have to apologize. Just some obstacles in my constant strive for inner perfection.......

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