Let It Loose.....

Currently listening to: Jay Electronica "Victory In My Clutches"


So I never actually really got an answer as to why the cream hasn't risen to the top for me(I know some people may wonder why I always talk in analogies) but I've also made a very difficult decision. I've decided against trying to figure it out any longer & just to move on. Now I'm a man so I'll admit that I've very hurt by this & by no means was it an easy decision for me to make. I'm actually still a little uneasy about this & I may even indeed be wrong for doing this. But as Hov once said "... in order to survive, gotta learn to live with regrets ". I'm probably going to be pretty damn crabby for the near future but whoever doesn't like it can eat a dick! To be perfectly honest, I feel like I'm being a quitter & that idea does bother me to the upteenth power. Like I haven't quit anything in my adult life after I decided to stop going to college so its definitely been weeded out of my system acting in such a fashion. But it definitely takes a lot more strength to know when to let go of your obsessions when they are not particularly lightening the load you must carry. Now I must redirect my energy, attention, passion, etc. onto something else. What is that something else you may wonder?!? Well if you figure it out before me then holla at me & let me know cause I have no idea. But through it all, this is just another lesson in class of self perfection that I've been enrolled in for some time now. I'll end things on this note... " I don't know the key to success but I know the key to failure is trying to please everyone " - Bill Cosby, until next entry folks!