Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Epiphany.......

Currently listening to: Next " Too Close "


             Last night I woke up in the middle of yet another cold New Jersey night and had an epiphany. It was like a sign from God enlightening me on a mistake I've been making in my life. Through my epiphany I realized that I can never attain the perfection necessary to be with someone I hold very near & dear to my heart. The moment I begin to think I'm perfect is the very same moment I am off of my game. Perfection is an ongoing process and is never really ever attained in my eyes. So all this time, I've been thinking I need to be perfect but in reality I need to continue to strive for that very same perfection. Now I don't know in which direction my energy will be focused as a result of this epiphany. I still have some reservations about a lot of things so I have to pick & choose my spots so to speak. Once I do figure out where to direct this new found energy and drive for perfection those close to me will be the beneficiaries of great results, mark my words! Let my strive for ongoing perfection begin

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