Not enough words.......

Currently listening to: R. Kelly " It Seem Like You're Ready "

First and foremost, if you can figure out that brain teaser then there no need to keep reading this blog post. Anyone who knows me knows that I'm all about my pride. There have been more times in my life than I can count that my pride has gotten me into some deep shit. A good friend of mine had the nerve to challenge my pride and my manhood. She dared me to just fully express myself to a certain someone who I have mentioned in my blog on countless occasion. Now that I think about it, it's rather sad that it takes someone to challenge my pride/manhood in order for me to take this step forward but I mean shit happens for a reason. I know I am perfectly capable of doing the act of just letting everything out but I doubt that I am really ready for a response. I'm not even seeking any recourse, this is something I realize that I need to do for myself and my own development. So regardless of whatever happens, moments like this are helping to shape the man I will be 5, 10, or 15 years from now. I don't think there are enough words in any language for me to fully get my point across but I will attempt to do exactly that. Stay tuned in the movie which I consider my life because there is never really a dull moment............