So today I get a phone call from my father and I really don't know what the fuck I should say about that. I mean I haven't seen my father in so long I don't really remember what the dude looks like too much anymore. I love the man because he helped bring life to the wonderful man that writes this blog. Thinking of how he hasn't been around just motivates me to be the complete opposite of everything that he embodies. I really can't say what I will be for sure in the future years but I can say 1 thing I won't be and that's anything close to what my father is/was. Tell me how this nigga gets mad at me because he came back home a couple of years ago and I didn't want to see him though?!?! Nigga must not realize I'm ass grown man and that I don't need him to start being my father. I been more of a father to myself in the past 15 years of my life than he has been to me!!! Whenever I decide to actually have a child, I know that if I'm not the same kind of father as my biological was to me then that's pretty damn good in itself. At the end of the day, I am my father's son but I always will be my own man and strive to be everything that he's not!!
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