Saturday, October 4, 2008

Breaking The Silence............

Currently listening to: Lupe Fiasco " Dear Fall "


         So other day I made an attempt to break my silence with the female I consider " the love of my life ". I texted her (or least the number when we used to communicate with each other ) against the advice of a close friend to me. Now I didn't get a response and I will admit that it kinda made me sad.  I know that I have done plenty of wrong but this is like running into a brick wall. I know how things are going to turn out but I still continue to try. I guess I'm just silly enough to think things may change. I've tried to move on and it really hasn't worked and I really don't know direction I should be going in right now. Should I make another attempt to break the silence or should I just accept that I ruined a good thing and just be a miserable 24 year old black man?

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