Can't Win For Losing

Currently listening : " Who's Gonna Save My Soul " by Gnarls Barkley


I haven't blogged in a while, I hope I still can do this shit right(lol)!! This song I'm currently listening to will always be a song I remember for the rest of my life. A song that was brought to my attention when I thought part of my life was going in the toilet. Maybe it was at the time but in retrospect it was just another learning tool in my life so I won't pretend that it was nothing. I still kinda feel like something is missing but the void can't be filled so I just have to keep it moving. But really let me get into what I intended to blog about......
So in my last blog post, I mentioned a certain female that I been spending a lot of time with recently. Now she has a boyfriend which makes it an awkward situation because I never thought of myself to be 1 of those kind of dudes (the I'm fucking with somebody else's girl type). When life gives you lemons you make lemonade! The longer this shit goes on, the more complicated this shit just becomes. Yesterday we were having a very deep conversation & she asks me why don't I have a girlfriend. I don't have a answer for that question.... females I actually grow to give 2 shits about usually seem to take my kindness for a weakness. Then bitches wanna wonder why I act the way I act most of the time. Make up your fucking mind bitches!! But that goes right in with the title of this blog. No matter which side I decide to choose things just never really work in my favor. I'd definitely give all of my earthly possesions if my future self came to see me in the Dolorean to tell me what the fuck happens to me in the future. My life is great movie and I'm just waiting for the climax because all these introduction years are really getting annoying.