Definitely, Maybe........

Currently listening to: 112 " Love You Like I Did "





Being that I took a nap at like 8PM last night, I can't sleep but I ended up seeing a pretty good move. It's called " Definitely, Maybe " featuring Ryan Reynolds & I must admit this dude has to be the king of romantic comedies. He was also in the movie " Just Friends " which was also another pretty good movie. The reason I brought this movie up is because I feel it gives me further assurance that everything indeed happens for a reason. In the movie, Ryan's character keeps having several encounters with this 1 woman in particular & with a few females in between. Not to kill the movie but basically after a kid, a divorce, & time he realizes that this female is the female he should've been with in all along. As much as I call other guys sissys for being all emotional & shit, I must admit that I rather enjoy romantic comedies.

Now in my own life there is someone of the opposite who I feel God has introduced me to for good reason. We have our disagreements & stop talking to each but we always seem to find our way back to each other. I don't have a dumb movie perception of things & think that we're soulmates or some shit like that (that's like waiting up for Santa Claus on Christmas Eve or putting a tooth under your pillow waiting for money). But I am very convinced this is someone who's going to around me for a very long time in whatever capacity. I can't predict the future so I won't even bullshit myself by attempting to create some fairy tale ending in my mind. Fairy tales are just that.... tales!! A story being told about some happy happy joy joy kind of shit.

I'm really starting to come a peace with who I am as a man so I'm putting everyone around me in whatever category my experiences with them have qualified them for. I've had this long drawn out disertation in my head for a couple of months but I'm not too sure I'll ever get to say it. Just a lot opinions & emotions wrapped in 1 of those rants you see during the climax in a romantic comedy. " Definitely, Maybe " brought this rant back to forefront of my thoughts because I placed to the back of my mind while ago. Not wanting to go through the trepidation involved with going on such a rant I just continue to bite my tongue. But I fear if I keep biting my tongue when I finally get the chance to go on my rant I won't have too much of a tongue to say the words I've rehearsed in my mind repeatedly.