Prepared For Impact

Currently listening to: Rick Ross feat. Cee-Lo "Tears Of Joy"



So just as the divine vision the good Lord had given me about a month ago, I knew a change of sorts was brewing. But unlike usual I was well prepared this time around. I actually trusted what God placed before my eyes & I acted accordingly. There wasn't any need for me to want to jab anyone in the neck or no wild shit like that. Live & learn, all that other good shit you feel me. I learned 1 thing though, when God speaks to me in my sleep then I will pay a lot closer attention from here on out. I be having some kinda holy premonitions so next time someone needs to know the future I'll go to sleep & bring back the answers when I wake up.

Deja Who?!?!

Currently listening to: Musiq Soulchild " Half Crazy "

At this point in time I begin to find myself in what seems to be a familiar situation. Now hopefully for myself & everyone involved that this NOTHING like the situation I'm identifying with in my head. It didn't turn out too well & some people had to get ghost in the long run. It was definitely for the best at that time but needless to say it wasn't exactly the smoothest of transitions. I don't want to have to lose another friend due to a lack of communication or miscommunication for that matter so it's time to have a pow wow of sorts. Whereever the chips may fall at the end of the day isn't under my control but having a handle on the matter most definitely is.

Get The Fuck Outta Here!!!

Currently listening to: De La Soul "Buddy"

So has anyone else ever gave someone advice in cynical way but it turned out to be good advice?!?! I guess only weird shit like that only happens to me but should I really be surprised?!? I gave someone some advice a while back just being my usual jackass self but now some time after I did it turns out it was good advice. Where can I go wrong?? Nigga can't even give cynical advice these days anymore. In this particular case, the advice isn't working against me but I'm really perplexed by the fact that I accidentally gave good advice. I need to get me a 1-900 number & an informercial. CALL ME NOW!!!!

Paparazzi

Currently listening to: " Mc Hammer " by Rick Ross


So it turns out people checking a nigga & giving reports what the fuck it is I'm doing. Even though 95% of the shit I do is public knowledge, who the fuck are these people to go spot checking me. I'm not going to say any name even though I know EXACTLY who the fuck it was because thats uncalled for. They just need to know as soon as they read this I sincerely hope they eat a dick with AIDS on the tip for being so fuckin' lame. I don't give 2 fucks what it is they do with their lives so its no need for them to comment on mine. It snakes in the grass & I can see their skin peeling.

Find My Way.....

Currently Listening To: Tyga & Chris Brown - "Holla At Me"



Man, I swear I hate when I really have some shit on my mind but then I totally forget. I sat in front of a blank blog post for about an hour trying to figure out what it is that I wanted to say. God ALWAYS points in the direction of something I've buried in my sub-conscience well after I decided to concede to the notion. I guess its just not my time when I want to invest time & energy into various adventures. My eyes have REALLY been open to a lot of different things that weren't even on my radar this time last year. Funny how around my birthday life always seems to hit me with some new shit. I have a sense of the direction I should be heading into at this present time but I have no idea where its going leave me though.

Lone Ranger......

Currently Listening To: "In This World" by Jae Millz


Why is that people will always try to find something they believe is to your detriment to use against you when they feeling weak?! If you have to bring down another person down to make yourself feel a little better then you need to re-evaluate your life. Nothing in my life is a detriment to me. Everthing that has happened to me whether it be good, bad, or indifferent makes me the man that I am today. Pat Benetar said love is a battlefield but I honestly believe life is a battlefield. I'm just earning stripes along the way in this war of life. I'm a 1 man battilion & even though I have allies nobody else is fighting the war I'm fighting. So in essence, nobody needs to get ahead of themselves & think that I trust them because I don't. I always sleep with 1 eye open so I see the enemy on the horizon most of the time. Thats not to say I haven't lost my fair share of battles in life........

Watching From The Sideline......

Currently listening to: "The Right Time" by Ray Charles



In life you can usually get a pretty good feeling for a person through random conversation or sparingly being around them. But then other times it takes deeper combination of those 2 instances. Sometimes that may end up revealing someone is a complete jackass or that they're actually a genuine person to be around. Recently I've realized both those conceptions about people in my life. I've just realized that someone I've been mildy close with is pretty compatible with myself. This is the 1st time I've actually been in a situation of this nature so its kind of awkward because I'm all about being upfront with my views/feelings for people but at the same time I don't want to create an awkward situation. I guess I can always can kind wonder what could be. Besides a certain dynamic is in the way of any potential progress so I will just be "Watching From The Sideline" (like how I ended with the title of the blog post?!?)